The 5 most devastating moments from Britney Spears’ memoir The Woman in Me
Posted by  badge Boss on Oct 23, 2023 - 09:29PM
Britney Spears has well and truly opened up in her explosive memoir – here’s what we know (Picture: Araldo Di Crollalanza/REX/Shutterstock)

’ memoir has already had – and it’s not even been released yet.

The Everytime hitmaker, 41, has penned her truth in a new bombshell book, The Woman in Me, that’s set to be released tomorrow, October 24 – but leaks have come thick and fast in recent weeks, and it appears the singer isn’t holding back on never-before-heard details of her life in the spotlight.

While Britney’s life – from her public breakdown to her 13-year conservatorship, and high-profile relationship with – has been extensively covered and speculated about in the media, she’s rarely given her side of the story.

The Gimme More singer previously said she had ‘a lot of therapy’ to help get the book done and hoped fans would like it.

US outlet Page Six has reported the deal with Simon & Schuster was said to be worth as much as $15 million (£11 million).

The book’s announcement video read: ‘It’s coming, my story, on my terms, at last. Are you ready?’

The star rocketed to fame in 1999 with the release of Baby One More Time (Picture: TIMOTHY A. CLARY/AFP via Getty Images)
Britney and Justin Timberlake dated for three years, splitting in 2002 (Picture: AP)

But since the leaks – which – Britney has seemingly not been happy with the extensive coverage about it.

‘I don’t like the headlines I am reading,’ she said in a social media post. ‘That’s exactly why I quit the business 4 years ago.’

She went on to explain how, on writing the book, she didn’t mean to ‘offend anyone,’ but the process has given her ‘closure.’

So what has been revealed so far in Britney’s memoir? Here is everything you need to know about the contents of The Woman in Me.

Britney had an abortion at home after falling pregnant with Justin Timberlake’s baby

Britney described the she suffered at home with  during their relationship.

The pair began dating in 1999, when Britney was just 17, although they had initially met on the set of Mickey Mouse’s Clubhouse .

In her memoir, Britney said that she had fallen pregnant in 2000 but agreed  as they were ‘too young’.

Justin  but had it been the Overprotected star’s decision ‘alone’, she would have kept their baby.

Fans are looking at Britney’s music video, Everytime, in a whole new light since it was revealed she had an abortion after falling pregnant with Justin’s baby (Picture: Britney Spears – Everytime)

In an extract obtained by , the former couple made a pact to keep the termination a secret, and decided to have an abortion at home.

She reportedly described the procedure as ‘excruciating’, explaining that it took ‘hours’.

‘It was important that no one find out about the pregnancy or the abortion, which meant doing everything at home,’ she said, via the outlet.

‘I kept crying and sobbing until it was all over. It took hours, and I don’t remember how it ended, but I do, twenty years later, remember the pain of it, and the fear.’

According to , Britney said Justin began ‘strumming the guitar’ as he ‘thought maybe music would help’ ease her pain during the procedure.

Since the book extract appeared in , fans have been speculating that may be a nod to her abortion.

Britney Spears opens up about painful Justin Timberlake relationship fallout and cheating rumours

Britney has claimed that Justin cheated on her with another nameless celebrity during their early 2000s relationship, according to .

The publication report Britney did not want to name the person because the star ‘now has a family [she] doesn’t want to embarrass.’

The NSYNC star released hit song Cry Me A River after their relationship ended. The music video sees a woman who looks much like Britney acting out seemingly cheating on him, with lyrics that go: ‘You don’t have to say what you did, I already know, I found out from him.’

According to the , Britney Spears now says she was seen as a ‘harlot who’d broken the heart of America’s golden boy,’ upon the music video’s release after their split.

Britney claims Justin cheated on her, as she confessed to kissing a choreographer while with him (Picture: Denise Truscello/WireImage)

‘A woman who looks like me cheats on him and he wanders around sad in the rain,’ Britney said of Justin’s famous music video.

In reality, she is said to have written: ‘I was comatose in Louisiana, and he was happily running around Hollywood.’

After the breakup, Britney claims she was forced by her father and management team to be interviewed by Diane Sawyer, in which she was asked about causing Justin ‘so much pain.’

The star described this televised grilling as her ‘breaking point.’ Britney felt that in that moment she was ‘exploited’ and ‘set up in front of the whole world,’ according to the publication, who have obtained a copy of the book.

The singer also confirmed a long-held rumour that she had kissed choreographer Wade Robson while with Justin, but suggested the SexyBeck singer also cheated on her.

The reason Britney Spears shaved her head revealed

Back in 2007 when Britney famously shaved her head, she was going through a rough period including a divorce from her second husband, dancer Kevin Federline, and a custody battle over her two sons.

Her distress seemed to all to have reached its peak when in a salon, in full view of approximately 70 paparazzi.

But Britney has now revealed the move was not a cry for help – but a rebellion in an attempt to regain control of her body, life and self.

Britney described why she shaved her head in 2007 (Picture: Bauer Griffin/MEGA)

‘I’d been eyeballed so much growing up,’ the music icon wrote in an extract from the book provided to , explaining why she did it.

‘I’d been looked up and down, had people telling me what they thought of my body, since I was a teenager.’

‘Shaving my head and acting out were my ways of pushing back,’ she added.

In 2008, Britney was placed under a court-mandated conservatorship controlled by her father,  – something she would only be freed from years later in 2021, when it was initially only meant to be temporary.

Britney Spears thought her family were going to ‘kill’ her amid controlling conservatorship

In an excerpt obtained by , she reportedly wrote: ‘At various times I pushed back, especially when my father took away access to my cell phone.

‘I would be smuggled a private phone and try to break free. But they always caught me. And here’s the sad, honest truth: After everything I had been through, I didn’t have a lot of fight left in me.’

‘After being held down on a gurney, I knew they could restrain my body any time they wanted to. They could’ve tried to kill me, I thought. I started to wonder if they did want to kill me,’ she continued.

Britney is very critical of her father, Jamie Spears (Picture: INSTAGRAM)

The Baby One More Time singer went on to claim that when her father took control of her life, she experienced a sense of her spirit leaving her physical body.

‘I didn’t see a way out,’ she wrote.

As per People, Britney said she was deemed ‘too sick to choose my own boyfriend and yet somehow healthy enough to appear on sitcoms and morning shows, and to perform for thousands of people in a different part of the world every week.’

‘From that point on, I began to think that he saw me as put on the earth for no other reason than to help their cash flow,’ she reportedly wrote, claiming her father once even told her: ‘I’m Britney Spears now.’

Britney’s reason for posing n**ed.n**ed on Instagram

Britneyof frequently posting n**ed.n**ed photos of herself on .

Following her , the star was allowed to regain control of her personal and professional life, which included full autonomy on her social media.

The star explained why she posts n**ed.n**ed snaps of herself on Instagram – as a way to regain control (Picture: Britney Spears/Instagram)

‘I know that a lot of people don’t understand why I love taking pictures of myself n**ed.n**ed or in new dresses,’ the Toxic chart-topper wrote in an extract from the book, according to .

‘But I think if they’d been photographed by other people thousands of times, prodded and posed for other people’s approval, they’d understand that I get a lot of joy from posing the way I feel sexy and taking my own picture,’ she added.

When is Britney Spears’ book coming out?

Britney Spears’ The Woman in Me release date is October 24, 2023.