star Malin Andersson has revealed she suffered ‘mad panic attacks’ during the C-section of her baby daughter Xaya in January.
The reality star with boyfriend Jared, taking some time to enjoy the happy arrival privately before introducing her daughter, Xaya, to the world.
Following some time , she has detailed the birth of Xaya in a new interview in ahead of Mother’s Day on Sunday.
The 29-year-old explained that she started having contractions at home with the whole pregnancy filling her with ‘anxiety’.
She outlined how it was the ‘most painful experience ever’, with the baby not dilating ‘past 5cm’, and so she ended up having to have a C-section, which required her to sign papers.
The ‘panic attacks’, she said, came soon after bringing up memories of her previous birth to daughter Consy, .
‘It was horrible. The papers are basically a death consent. As I was reading over it, I started having mad panic attacks, thinking, “Jesus Christ, this is what happened before with Consy”,’ she said.
‘Jared was holding my hand… I remember shaking then being wheeled down to the same operating room I had Consy in, with the same surgeons as well.’
Andersson said that she remembered ‘staring around the rooms, crying’, saying that it was ‘such a crazy experience’ because it felt as though she had ‘gone back in time’ to when she gave birth to Consy.
The TV personality shared the news that she was last year in August, two years after the .
Consy died in January 2019, just four weeks after being born seven weeks premature.
Andersson also revealed last year that she suffered a , prior to the birth of her newborn daughter.
She said that when she hard Xaya cry, ‘it was just a relief’.
Andersson, who lost her own mother, also named Consy, to breast cancer in 2017, said Mother’s Day brought up mixed emotions.
However, while she has previously regarded Mother’s Day as a ‘sad thing’ because of the loss of her daughter Consy and her mother, the day no longer feels sad for her because ‘the narrative has changed for me’.
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